Don’t want to live in fear
But it consumes me
Don’t want to feel the pain
But I can’t undo it

You want to help
But you hardly know Continue reading



I’ve always used writing as a way of expressing my feelings, a way of coping. By writing down how I felt or feel, I could see clearer and often move on… Which is why most of my poems aren’t the happiest ones, but at least they’re real… Here’s just another example… ^^ Continue reading

I Know…

I know I shouldn’t complain
That my life is quite okay
But still I feel like I am drowning
In the oceans of my pain

I know I’m not alone
I have friends, I have a home Continue reading


You’re only pushing me down
Instead of lifting me up
You make me fall to the ground
While I just want to be loved

All these choices in life
Make me want to shout Continue reading

I keep on falling as I try to get away from this crazy world…

Sometimes I feel
Like I don’t belong
As if everything I do
Will go completely wrong
The words coming
Out of my mouthPain Continue reading


Staring out the window
Feeling useless
Feeling small
Not knowing what to do

Staring into nothing
Thoughts chaotic Continue reading

Cry out loud

 Wind howling in and outside
Makes me wanna shout
From the rooftops Continue reading