I’m scared…

Not one of my happiest poems, but these thoughts keep running through my head like crazy and I just had to get it all out… As the song below says: “If I get it all down on paper, it’s no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to. And I feel like I’m naked in front of a crowd, cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud.” It certainly helps getting it all down on paper, it’s at least a start. Even though it’s still all very scary to me and the words seem to yell right back at me…

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I’m scared
Of so many
Things

I’m scared
Of the song my heart
Sings 

I’m scared
Of what’s coming
Now

I’m scared
Of not knowing
How

I’m scared
Of what’s ahead in
Life

I’m scared
Of becoming someone’s
Wife

I’m scared
Of finding a job I
Want

I’m scared
Of finding out that I
Can’t

I’m scared
Of leaving friends
Behind

I’m scared
Of completely losing my
Mind

I’m scared
Of not being good
Enough

I’m scared
Of being hurt in
Love

I’m scared
Of giving all I
Got

I’m scared
Of showing what I’m
Not

I’m scared
Of the events of my
Past

I’m scared
Of the pain that will
Last

I’m scared
Of people who judge my
Being

I’m scared
Of showing what no one is
Seeing

(December 2014)

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